Good evening Friends and Fiends!

I hope you’ve had a devilishly delightful delicious day, much as I have. I’ve been very good and finally got on top of my practice and it was such a relief to be in flow at last this evening after a couple of sessions feeling I had fistfuls of bananas for fingers and two left feet to pedal with. I feel reassured that I’ll do myself justice in Saturday’s evening’s concert as I’ve been in musician mode all day. 

It’s a funny old thing, creativity. It was only until this evening that I started my practice. I’d put aside a creative day focused on my practice but in the end, I needed other forms of feeding. Much of my ennui and lack of focus was due to the weather, and I noticed an element of disobedience, of naughtiness about not doing my work. Interesting, that. 

I didn’t write or do any admin, but I did reflect a lot on my week and gained some perspective on where I am in my life right now. I’m neither here nor there. I’m not where I want to be and I’m okay with where I am most of the time. 

My loneliness is still a bit of a concern and this evening, as I’m in a bolshy boisterous conversational mood for bullshit chitchat about anything and nothing, I’m sort of relieved there’s nobody here to hear it. I’m trying desperately to get to grips with my tech issues but time always evades me and practical work was more important. I tried to upload a live photo in a break but it just came up with a message that it was processing and round and round the busy whirling circle went. I gave up. The picture was of blue sky and the deluge had finally ceased to reveal a texturally rippling sky riffled with puffy fluffy clouds. 

Tomorrow is a new day. I’ve decided to try to blog briefly every evening I’m free. I hope you won’t be bored… and thanks for reading! 

Have a fabulous fun-filled Friday🤩🥳🥳 RBB 🤓